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oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.
Saturday, September 30, 2006
got to blog about today! cos its damn funny! during mr poh's lesson, he suddenly told me and chenying, 'hey, you two shouldnt sit together, cannot stop talking!' but hey! i wasnt even talking to her lo! and since im so honest, and shouted back at him, 'I never talk to her eh!' and guess wad? chenying said the exact same thing at the same time! lol. damn funny. haha. THAT's mo qi you know! difficult to get. haha.

and, i played my first ever dota game ytd! LOL, i was lost, didnt know wad to do at all, haha! but nvm, it was FUN! really. enjoyed playing. never knew i was able to play this kind of games la, since my reactions are abit slow sometimes. haha.

and today's a great day! i did Amaths throughout the day! from morning to afternoon! haha. history, who the hell cares about that, and HER. lol. time to slp! ^^

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Thursday, September 28, 2006
ooh! mr lee ( as in mr lee, the vp. ) announced there will be a 'call-others-to-keep-plate' group ytd. the group has 5 boys and they have to wear a tie while having recess! haha. damn funny. the whole school burst into laughter when he announced the pple involved la! lol, apparently he named all those who are known to be naughty. lol. saw them wearing ties this morning, and jac find it very cute(: and i guess we should set a new rule lo! everyone to wear a tie, so everyone will look smart!^^

and i passed my amaths test! woohoo~ i was still worried on friday, cos my answers are like ALL different from others! and i didnt know how to do the proving identities. haha! 27/32! im so proud of myself. i just hope i will do as well in EOY. pray hard and study hard! ^^

going to my cousin hse later! study chem. I MUST PASS MY CHEMISTRY EOY! although im sure i will pass my 'O' levels for chem since mrs ang said i would. cos she said, "if you fail your chemistry in school, the best you can do in O levels is just scrape? or scrap? pass the exam!" so i believe in her, so i can pass. haha.

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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
today had eoy social studies and english paper 2 advanced paper! dont want to talk about it. i just hope i will pass! haha.

i cut my hair today! lol, a little spikey, but its still quite long. mmm, hope it will be okay. actually i'll rather the hairdresser to cut EVERYTHING short, but since i still havent decided on keeping long hair or wadeva, so thats it. haha.
and, i got nothing else to blog, not feeling well! so the end. ta-da! ^^

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Saturday, September 23, 2006
today's english paper one is super duper difficult! all those titles are crap la! among the five titles, none seem to interest me and catch my attention. but what can you expect, and i should have known earlier, since its the MISS OW who is setting this damned paper! arghh~

after the exam and recess, i started doing my amaths homework. a miracle i guess(: but chenying keep commenting on it la! says she gets a headache and stress when she sees me study. and its because its ME who is studying! -.-" there! can you see her hidden meaning? as i am a all time slacker, and doesnt study for tests or exams, she found it very stressful to see me study! as this makes her think that it is REALLY the time to study! crap isnt it? i got study one lo, just not as much as the others. and since i have interests in maths, i should cherish it mah, and study as hard as possible now, if not i may lose the interest! haha.

after school, planned to go to eugene's house to study with chenying, eugene and junyang. waited for junyang's amaths remedial to end, and the 3 of us went around the school shopping lo. eugene brought the two of us into the auditorium! the auditorium is dark la! screamed on some occasions! haha. so fun! eugene and chenying played the piano, which me and chenying objected at first. just imagine youself in a big, dark and empty room with the piano playing. spooky isnt it? just like a horror movie. haha.

in the end, we didnt study afterall, me and chenying left school, since eugene has other things on. met up with erkee and had lunch( sort of la, at 4. ) at mac. he look damn tired, just hope he will slp and dont get sick. his grandpa needs him to take care of him afterall(: hope everything will be fine!

oh! and something gross happened in school today! napok kissed jason on the lips in class! ohh, gay~ gay~ gay~ didnt manage to capture the photo of it. but the whole class burst in to eeks! and laughter. so funny! hehe. after that 'lost his vitginity' kiss, as said by napok, jason sat on napok's laps, and pok started touching his chest! goodness!


gosh! and jason look so happy! haha.

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Friday, September 22, 2006
i should be mugging now. but since one cannot work all day, i went out for a movie today(: i watched john tucker must die with erkee! the show is damn funny but i actually cried at the end. crap. haha. since i enjoyed my day, it's time to FINALLY start mugging. and anyway, exams start tmr! siao! time flies la. haha.

textbooks, here i com!^^

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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
walked to the interchange with jiaying today. talked about school work, home and FOOD! haha. other than that she doesnt eat raw, sashimi, cockles, la-las, oysters, and never ever heard of pig tails, i can only remember that she said she actually is envious of my freedom when i told her i have to settle my own lunch and dinner today.

okay, maybe it sounds great, but actually it didnt seemed like it all. i dont have much freedom at all, maybe a little, but not alot. i miss those days when i have a maid, and she accompanies me every morning to night. she talks and plays with me, when my parents are not around and it actually made me not that lonely at night. maybe it's just that im young that time, and may think different if i have a maid now, i dont know. but being lonely just sucks.

keeping me alone at home, and not allowing me to go out, just wouldnt help in building my character. damn it.

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Sunday, September 17, 2006
todays zhonghua annivasary is crap. shouldnt have said i'll help out at the refreshments! its so boring. i was helping them take chicken wings, but nobody wants them! fishball is easier lo, haha. wasted the afternn doing that dumb thing. but heng, im not alone. there's still renee and chenying!

afterthat went to chinatown to have dinner with my family, sis, the babies and some uncles and aunties. which was absolutely boring! expect maybe the food part la. haha. and there's karaoke there. free lo! and there's a lot of songs! from damn old one's to super new ones! new until i havent hear before lo! haha.

tired, off to rest, and maybe i'll find a new blogskin soon(:

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Saturday, September 16, 2006
spent another great day with him at whitesands, it's the 15th again, what do you expect! why whitesands? cos we got onto bus 81, and i dint feel like getting off the bus. haha. ate swensens, and i got a present(: a very nice anklet. thanks! ^^

i am SICK! damn it, the stupid bacteria or wadeva. FEVER! feel weak now, and there's still duty tmr at the zhonghua annivasary! what if i faint? maybe i should excuse myself from duty and just sit down and watch the programmes! heh.

and the framed paintings broke again, fell onto the floor and all the glass shattered! woohoo~ i use shattered, i got good english. hehe. someone played soccer and hit it. lol.

my new seat is okay(: at least there's kenley and charissa! haha.

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Friday, September 15, 2006
mr lee changed our seats, not just a few! ITS THE WHOLE CLASS, maybe just except lionel and junting. why the change? cos he said tchers complain say the guys very noisy. so, yay! change seats, and its like shit! im surround my guys and ONE girl. there's kenley, boonbin, bryan, adriel AND charissa. oh yay, like i actually know any of them well. how to ask them when i dont know how to do my maths! last time there's jordan, and it took me so long to find the courage to ask him lo! haha. and now, i have to adapt all over again. sian. its like, shir, jac, clar, yz and cy all sitting at the back, and being the suay one forever, im stuck in the 2nd row seat! damn! i like 3rd or 4th row lo, haha.

guess what? i got distinction for my new south wales maths! woohoo~ i never knew i was that smart, just look at my damn results! T.T can cry lo. yuenchi, the same unexpected one, got distinction too. lena's the third one. haha.

everyone's has started revising for the end of year! and why i haven't? but i dont know what to study yet, im just so bored about everything la! and plus, so early revise i think i will forget everything leh. hais. but still, MUST STUDY! i dont want to be the last few again! sian sian! and i definitely dont wan to pull the whole class' grades DOWN. so, STUDY! haha.

and its about 1 hr to the 17th month(:

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Wednesday, September 13, 2006
my mum's birthday, its a happy occasion, so i'll forget all those unhappy thoughts for now. what chemistry F9, my actual MSG is way below my expected MSG(great, one's 5.4, the other's 1.7.-.-"), i wasted a nice day out with 8 old pple, and many more. my mum's birthday!! she's 47 today! sounds old, but she isnt, and i really mean it! haha. i've got prove you know! just read on! heh.

but before that, i've got a even happier news, my ah ma gave me $50 dollars. wahaha~ $50 dollars kay! hehe. now i dun have to starve. lala~

my dad actually bought a cake for my mum, a small one. i wasnt even expecting that! i wonder how long since we celebrated her birthday, thinking back, i don't think i have ever. lol. so we bought this fruit cake, and fetch my mum after work at kolem ayer CC. she saw the box my dad was holding, containing the cake. and guess what my dad said? no la, we just saw a very big but nice mooncake. oh yay~ such a good lie, but funny too. hehe. i was bursting into laughter but i shouldnt just 'reveal' the secret to my mum. so i did a gym stunt, something dumb, pivot turn at the void deck. -.-" i should have just dig a hole in the ground and hide in it. SO EMBARASSING!!! lol. but that gave me a VERY GOOD reason to laugh all i want. heh. and i finally realise, my dad isnt a very good liar. LOL.

my mum's happy, when she finally found out about it. she's like smiling until crazy la! heh. my dad gave her a pair of converse shoe, and i bought her a bracelet(: nice nice.

and here's some of the pics(: my mum's cute and pretty!


the small but NICE cake! ^^


my pretty mum and not so handsome dad. heh. my mum doesnt look 47, do she? ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUM! <3

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Monday, September 11, 2006
finally, i watched finish hunter x hunter greed island final! woah! so interesting lo. but the ending is -.-", i still dint know if gon has found his dad! guess i'll have to rent or buy the manga to read liao la! if not, i very bu shuang. haha.

actually nth to blog also, just wasting time before i go to my cousin's hse at 5. byebye then. (:

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Saturday, September 09, 2006
my dog's not well. brought her to see the vet today, and she pulled her muscle. got two injections and she's getting better. yups. just hope she'll be okay soon(: and she really knows how to 'deh' lo, as in you know sometimes girls become sweeter than usual and do the erhhh~ kind of 'deh', lol. when im around, she pretends that she cant walk, but when she's with my mum or at the vet there, SHE RAN! i feel so cheated la! haha. but nvm. love her like hell, so cute. haha.

watching hunter x hunter on youtube now. busy you know. byebye(:

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Friday, September 08, 2006
sometimes, life's just so unfair. im not talking about myself la, but my grandma. she's 77 now. and her diet's just terrible! u can nvr imagine lo. haha. she eats tons of cakes, fizzy drinks, and her coffee is totally filled with sugar that kind. plsu, she doesnt drink plain water AT ALL, and i mean it, she thinks that they are tasteless. haha. she loves prawns, and she eats at least 10 in one go. can you imagine?! she's absolutely NOT healthy la! and still, she lives longer than most people who have stuffs like cancer, diabetes, wadeva.

some people live their life in fear, afraid of contracting diseases, so some may become vegetarian or wadeva. to me, it's like. for what?! life's short, and i think we should enjoy everything we have. why be so careful about things? life w/o surprises must be BORING. absolutely. haha.

i'll wait for surprises. buahaha.

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Thursday, September 07, 2006
today's my best day, nice! went to bishan library in the morning, 945am! can die i tell u, it's damn early, i havent got a nice slp yet. was there a little earlier, and the library is not open yet. it opens at 10am la. and btw, we are not THAT kiasu lo although we did went early. anyway singaporeans are supposedly to be kiasu, just that shir, chenying and me werent that bad. haha. outside the library is crammed with people lo! at least 50 pple waiting i bet. we slowly walked over and waited for the library to open, there were lots of students and they are just standing at the main door, waiting for the library to open. like, wads the hurry la! they RAN in when the doors open lo. abit crazy but nvm. we strolled in and found a seat at the cafe.

the place is very cosy, and i like it, except maybe the price. te cheapest thing u can find there is $3.20. woah! so cheap right-.-" did our homework. more efficient and faster than my usual rate, alot faster. good(: there was a ex-zhonghuarian beside us. shir calls him roy, he's from bball last time, takes triple science. woah like so pro! now he's in nanyang jc. thank goodness we met him, if not i dont think we will have much work done! haha. studied till about 1-2, we are finally SHOO-ED away by the pple there. but we got buy thing to eat lo. we spent at least $10 lo! but nvm, after so long, none of us is in the study mood alr. haha. went to J8 to walk walk, and bought a bracelet for my mum's birthday. hehe.

ohh, and chenying cut her hair. short spike. mmm, what can i say? she looks better in long hair. haha. but her short hair arent bad either. just maybe A LITTLE too pong. haha. cant imagine her when her hair starts growing, nina said will be SUPER pong. see lo. haha. shir says she look even more like from CHINA alr. and i think she looks damn man and macho. haha. and, doreen cut her hair too. a little too short at the bad, otherwise it looks okay. and i think she looks more feminine in it. haha.

after the mugging, went to meet erkee. was supposed to go home for dinner, but guess wad? my mum actually allowed me to go eat dinner lo. it's a miracle after the friday incident! haha. and i ate dinner with erkee, his dad and his bro at seoul garden at amk. i was so paiseh la! his dad and bro leh! and im the only girl. i feel so tiny with them, and erkee dont look FAT at all, and i mean it. he's actually quite thin, as compared to erhem. LOL. 4 of us ate $87.70! woah, siao. how long must i save to eat that!

went to meet my mum afterthat at srg north. and we went early celebrated with her for dinner at kovan. actually we dint celebrate, just ate supper. haha. was fun la, anyway.

enjoyable day! my mum says, its difficult to balance your relationships, schoolwork, friends and family altogether. but i did it today, maybe just today, but it's a good start anyway(: i just hope everyday will be like today lo. haha.

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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
gonna do my homework tmr night! must do lo. i've started on my emaths alr. amaths also half done. left the TYS. so let's see i still got what hw left.

emaths homework
amaths - textbook questions
amaths TYS questions
english letter writing
physics paper
chinese online comments
english journal(two)


that's it! sounds little, but it takes me so much effort to have them done. wonder why. mmm, haha. like shir says, THEY ARE VERY DIFFICULT! and our tchers trust us that we can finish them in one week. what does that mean? it means we are SMART. buahaha. hehe. bala just told me he's almost done with his hw! wah. pro. haha.

meeting up with shir and cy on wed to study at the new bishan library. cant wait. just bear with tmr(actually tmr isnt that bad either, going out with my sis and the twins!) and wed, i can get to see them and maybe even him. haha. excited!

miss him like hell, its five days alr!

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Monday, September 04, 2006
dont want to go over to my cousin's place anymore. where's the usual crowd that will be there? gone. everyone's overseas and some dont come over often. i see no point of me going there alr. im like just wasting my time there. looking after ashley and the twins, which i dont actually enjoy. how many kids are there altogether now? i cant count exactly how many are there last time but now, FOUR. how fun. i dont want to talk about this again. just hope next week will be better.

and, weiting, chenying, jac, shir, clar, yz! when u want go out or study. faster say ok. i scared i got not enough time. haha.

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Friday, September 01, 2006
smth bad happened ytd. mr lee scolded us for one whole period. part of it was cos of yuenchi whose hair is like not suitable la, cos its abit long. but the worse part was that mr lee said, "I accuse some people in our class cheat in tests." he asked bala whether there is, and he said yes. and later he asked me, "Cheeling, do you agree with my statement?" of course i said yes la! i agree cos he said he accuse, but not confirm wad, so there may not be someone who cheats in class. but in the end, he was actually asking whether i know anyone cheats in class. im so guilty and regretted i said YES la! damn it lo. but how on earth could we cheat when all the tests require us to write alot. we cant exactly copy the whole essay wad, and plus, we don't even have enough time to complete the tests.

mr lee's angry with us, and worse still, today's the first teacher's test we've ever celebrated with him. jac and clar went ikea and bought a box with cushion with it. and they added two dog dishes, a choc bar etc. then nina, rueylin, liqun and me, went to far east and bought a black with red lips and tongue boxer for him. and we put everything in the box for him. i really hope he'll forgive us lo. sick.

today's tcher's day activities were great(: in the morning, we're supposed to have a walk around the neighbourhood, fortunately, it rained! so we got to do some exercise in the hall(: quite fun, especially going to the middle of the hall with nina, doreen and jasmine! gym spirit! haha. we danced like siao lo! damn fun. hehe. the performances aint bad either. at least there's something different from past years. yups. there's magic show by fariz. cool, and definitely amazing. haha. rock band? it's okay? haha. i've really enjoyed myself, clar, jac, rueylin, shir, yingzhen, huimin, and charissa can witness it. haha. i laughed like crazy until my face turned RED la! LOL.

dint go back to yangzheng, since mr ang has retired and mrs tay has resigned. there's nothing for me to see back there. maybe except 6G pple. i miss them, but still cant meet up with them. everyone's busy with their new school and new friends.

fun in the morning, but night? not so fun afterall. went to airport to sent my cousin off. she's going switzerland for a year to study. hotel management. sounds so not fun. haha. i'll miss her. my cousins are just getting lesser and lesser la. all is overseas. my third aunties and her two daughter and one son are so damn emotional. she havent say goodbye yet, and they are crying till siao alr. haha. the one who's going overseas havent even cry yet la! i bet they watch too much korean movies. LOL.

holidays are here, but it's time to study. exam schedule is alr out. jiayou e3rians, let's beat the others. haha.

and it's time to visit rach's blog too(:

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